I don't know why I am posting this....maybe I wanted someone to ask me this...maybe I also wanted to ask someone this...but expectations are brutal and unfair...for everyone...

On the other hand I am thankful to have a family...my parents and sisters who do care about what happens to me..every now and then..:)

so here goes...just for the heck of the song..nice slow melody..which is putting me to sleep now..:)